General Discussion
from the moment it began i was treated by Mistress as though i already had a vagina....assigned the name alyssa... it was to be many lessons in becoming emasculated.... She knew the value of having me develop effeminate traits.... that would serve me on the path to the Feminine way....
She let me know She was building a housewife from the inside out... by that i mean my mind was to be re-conditioned to see myself as a t-girl who needed a husband.
Mistress had me select a few diamond engagement rings...i ended up with 5 in varying styles...
an everyday occurrence chastity became normalized.... as i learned i had a clitty..... the days of dating Women came to an end being forbidden to do so.... besides i couldn't imagine going out with a woman and Her finding out i was kept chastised...
i was introduced to dildo's and vibrators... cocks were what men had ...and i was no longer to view myself as one.... i was told to give my dildo's a masculine name...and to treat them like boyfriend's when i was i bed with one....that meant sucking on them...being penetrated by them.... i have over a half-dozen.... i've gotten so use to using them...it's changed the way i climax...
suffice to say i've always been treated as a Woman by Miss Lady J....
i don't want to keep talking about me......Mistresses excel at making males feel emasculated and effeminate.... it would seem the last stop before reaching New LadyLand
one having progressed further than the other... the feminine life is drawing nearer....look at how small their clitty-sticks are... not something that would attract an interest from a Woman...
there's something that happens once they start showing themselves.... when the presence of breasts can no longer be denied...
keep the dream alive.... you become what you think about all day long... peace, alyssa
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