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Lady Camille... she was like any other Woman only more so.... She was a Dominatrix...known to many as Mistress DarkLady she was a controller of men...She was superior to males... a life-style Domme who held the power of influence over the male creature...
this week represents the unofficial 6 year anniversary of me meeting Herself....
with Lady Camille being able to easily handle a 1200 pound horse...i was like a tiny mouse in a corner being played with by a feline Cat of a Mistress...
She saw the woman in me before i did myself... within a short time of meeting She decided she was going to make a feminine being of me...one with a body put on estrogen that would come to desire being penetrated by men. She wanted me to have a slim feminine frame that had the fullness of breasts. She was determined to develop a delicateness to the way i felt and acted.
but most of all... Mistress DarkLady wanted me to feel the feminine vulnerability that comes in being a t-girl...
Dominatrix Camille learned Her craft in the dungeons in the Los Angelas BDSM scene...
like other Mistresses among her many talents was taking males...a bringing them to feel feminine vulnerable...it's what a Mistress does....
discovering femininity is filled with so many feelings a man never experiences... yet as a t-girl they become common place
the rise in emotions that happen being on hormones...
under a Mistress's tutelage a male comes to learn gender is more about what's between one's ears then their legs...
to begin a journey to feminine vulnerability comes in the letting go of things.... to no longer view yourself as masculine requires a shift in perspective....
A whole new psychological level unlocks with chastity.
Once a submissive t-girl protege has had a small taste of chastity, especially well fitting chastity, it’s nearly impossible for him to ignore it for long. It calls to him. The vulnerable feeling of being locked is a feeling that is so addicting, so powerful, that he’ll come to want to experience it every day.
Eventually the t-gurl candidate will have an epiphany ....he will feel his submission take over his whole body. He’ll realize he’s not in control, that he’s surrendered to Mistress, and he has no idea what’s going to come next. He will stop trying to be unlocked through good behavior, and realize good behavior was never why he was unlocked. He gets unlocked, only through obedience to her. It’s a pivotal shift in a relationship between a Mistress and her gurl where he suddenly gets what it means to be a submissive. That’s when chastity really begins.
put to bra and panties being trained to Her vagina ....chastity helps the gurl learn sexual gratification can come free of erections...
the t-girl will come to understand climaxing is better when it is more internal... as opposed to the quick spurt and squirt a man has...
some where deep in the mind of a male being transformed the idea is planted ....'it would be so nice to have my own pussy'....
Mistress DLC would bring it up and discuss it...it was a shift in the narrative of my journey with Her....that i would enjoy going full on SRS and have a vagina. She'd done it with many of Her gurls...Ida, Jillian, Natasha....
in the mean time She cultivated the sensations past the rosebud entryway within the inner canal wall of what i learn to call my pussy...
with chastity being a given .....the shift to using dildos and vibrators changed the way i thought about having orgasms...
dildos... a few things....once you start using them regularly you'll wonder why you didn't do it sooner.... the 2nd thing is that the girls sex toy brings you closer to climaxing like any other female.....wave after wave of sensations from the nerve endings within makes you feel like you can go on for sometime.... lastly it pulls you further away from feeling like a man.
it isn't long before you begin imagining how nice it would be to be taken by a man's cock.....
Mistress 'instructed' me to lie in bed every night dreaming of being with a dominant man....the next morning upon waking i would play with one of my dildo's while wearing my chastity jewelry.... what had once been a tight little hole i found over time my entryway would easily widen with regular usage....
that place where the link has been made... her excited t-girl joystick is aroused at the thought of being penetrated...
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creating the feelings of vulnerability of a young adolescent female in a t-gurl ....
Age-play can become lasting memories she'll carry into her trans-womanhood... Mistress DarkLady would have her gurls purchase stuffed animals.....resting against the frilled pillow shams on my bed the two i had became part of the feminine motif of my bedroom...
the gurls body made soft smooth and hairless... one can see she's found that mental space where there's a comfort in being just a little gurl.... it takes a male back to when they were free of responsibility...where most likely an authority figure of a Woman...with an air of FemDom in play took care of them....they learn to play nice with their dolls and do what they are told....because good gurls get rewarded and bad gurls get punished....
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before continuing we spoke earlier of Mistresses who create a sense of feeling vulnerable in males... some of whom utilize feminization.
Goddess Ezada Sinn and a few of Her fellow Domme's come to mind... I'll say it flat out.... she creates slaves of men...who quickly find themselves feeling quite vulnerable... She also has amassed a small fortune being a Pro-Domme and 'Lifestyle Dom' who is a female supremacist.... She likes keeping Her male slaves hairless....
note the male slave in the red bra secured to the pole ...
Goddess Ezada decided to turn him trans as a way of serving as Her slave....his hair being grown out the colorful lingerie further separating the slave from feeling like a man...
a feminine 'tramp-stamp' put on his lower back...as his breasts continue to develop towards full maturity...
submissive and vulnerable... the two feelings are often linked together with femininity..... sucking a cock making a gurl feel both submissive and vulnerable ....here the Domina's are bringing both out in their male proteges being transformed in to t-girls...
let's touch on boobies ...
and feeling feminine-vulnerable.... it is why Mistress DarkLady insisted on Her core gurls going on estrogen....
taken from a Mistress's blog....
"t-gurls need to have breasts; tits for men to play with and to enjoy. What follows is a method for growing a gurl’s breasts. A gurl’s bosom no matter how flat they are when beginning can be permanently increased in size. The gurl needs to get a set of SuppleNipples, which can be found on various sites, including Amazon.
Which size the gurl starts with depends on how big or small the nipples are when starting out. If they’re relatively small, say flat to ¼”, start with size 1; if they’re ¼” to 3/8”, start with size 2, etc. The secret is; don’t go too fast and don’t over-pump; if you do, you’ll end up with blisters."
Apply the nipple-enhancers to the nipples. Wait 5-10 minutes, until your nips have expanded some and squeeze the breast areas again to enhance the suction before removing them after another couple of minutes.
Over the course of 6 months, you will find that the nipples have permanently expanded and have become very supple and pliable. they also will be visible under a shirt.
5 months in i discovered the truth...that they are 'visible' under a top.
just as Mistress DLC knew it would be ....it was a very vulnerable feeling to 'know' others could see the breast and nipple development...
it brings one to needing a bra....
when done with daily dosages of estrogen and the use of breast pumps the breasts will have a certain firmness coupled with a natural yielding quality."
piercing nipples helps to keep them enlarged....
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there's a feeling of vulnerability in having breasts.....
While feeling proud in possessing them ....Women and t-girls develop a protective nature about them.
so different then when she played at being a husband...she enjoys who she has become and how her breasts look and make her feel....
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a Domina helping Her gurl to learn feeling vulnerable is part of her transitioning...
in their minds they've come over to the winning team... a place where feeing feminine emotions is the goal....
being domesticated..... that too can bring with it feelings of feminine vulnerability... it is why Dominatrix Camille created a yearning within me to become a housewife...
the male creature...they often don't realize in the beginning a Mistress is capable of making a housewife out of them....they came for the fetish thrill .....yet stay upon acquiring a feminine persona....
the carpeting kept spotless...the laundry basket at the side...while more household chores need attending there's time enough to have her picture taken in the home where she's the wife....
it's true........'every Woman needs a housewife'
her special day has finally arrived...
a bit of a FemDom smirk to Her face...the Woman no longer has to worry if Her spouse is out drinking with his mates on a Friday evening...becoming the wife in the relationship the former husband is at Her side looking near as pretty as She is...
feeling both submissive and vulnerable....the Domina quickly identified the feminine traits within him ....and knew both could be leveraged.... its true for Women like her too ...'every Mistress needs a housewife.'
years on hormones have given her a prettiness...the augmentation procedure a success...the rosebud entryway puckering in anticipation.... her delightful bottom cheeks acquiring a sumptuous fullness .... the thought of being penetrated often makes a gurl feel vulnerable...... peace, alyssa
bonus gifs: ....'oh what a gorgeous looking cock'....
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