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part of Mistress firmly establishing my 'alyssa' persona....came with numerous feminine-based sensations of submission...
in one of the inner-sanctum's of femininity a beauty salon can be...it was a simple command yet emasculating in its fulfillment ...the future would hold many such moments i'll touch on...
Mistress was slipping me past the firewall separating masculinity and femininity...mind you at the time i had 'never' had a manicure or pedicure.......i mean men don't have their finger and toenails done up in bright colors...yet DLC wanted my nails painted pretty with red varnish for our sessions where She would further my emasculation on the path to becoming Her slave gurl...
Mistress focused on my breast growth and nipple development... having me in the kitten-ear headband look... like a girlishly playful t-girl .....as part of Her long range vision She planned on taking a flat-chested man with tiny male nipples....
and enhancing my bosom ....put on natural estrogen...
until i had the appearance of the breasts and areola's and nipples of a Woman....
to see them filling out my bra....was a uniquely feminine sensation...
one discovers they become near impossible to hide.....
another time i was to spend the afternoon shopping for outfits while wearing my vagina gaff or as Lady Camille called them 'my pussy panties'....pressed against the fabric of a pair of skinny jeans the camel-toe look could be easily seen....
awakening new nerve endings within the anal-tract activated sensations i never knew before.... doesn't the color of my nails look pretty?
dildo-play while Mistress watches....it was a shift to a more feminine way of experiencing the wave after wave like sensations of a Woman's climax... what you don't see is a hairy-chested man jerking off but rather a more pretty appearance of a former male being turned into a t-girl ....learning penetration within the inner-canal wall of my rosebud entryway is best....
chastity curtailed the former male habit of unsupervised wanking...with vibrating butt-plugs becoming a regular thing...
a couple more sensations that came from submission to Mistress.... applying make-up and lippy alyssa learned blush and lipstick leave behind a discoloring imprint on both lips and rouged cheek-lines... any Women could see ...like them...i was using make-up on a steady basis....just as Mistress DLC intended as part of my submission to Her....
temptation ...delight ...consent... a gurl feels it....a gurl needs it....a gurl goes through it...she's tempted just thinking about it as her mind dwells on it..... her thoughts a flutter she delights in the idea of feeling it.....giving the green light she consents to it....knowing the sensations of femininity often come in submission....
oh it feels so nice moving in and out....just like Mistress said it would...
a Dominatrix knows that many physical feelings a Woman has ...can be experienced by a male.....She enjoys capturing masculinity through utilizing Her femininity....as the saying goes...'you can check out any time you want but you can never leave'....
they fall so easily....
a hint of resignation in the eyes as though it's out of his control....
acceptance is the key...there is no pain in changing...there's only pain in resisting change....
its time the talk revolves around what lingerie should be worn...
the feminine whimsy of lace-trim on the bra helping to draw attention to the bosom ....the realization occurs as to why the hair was grown out all those many months before...
'Mistress it feels so soft.'...
'Yes sweetheart it's supposed to...i told you you'd enjoy it....we should talk about that secretarial position i found for you.....working for a superior Woman you'll find She can be quite demanding so you'll want to look your best at all times.'
those moments when you feel it slipping away.... the desperate attempts at clinging to masculinity as it fades into the distance...
Women who've captured males....through femininity....
'baby let me hear you say it...."
..."I'm your bitch now Mistress."
"See... that wasn't so hard...and yes you are."
She knows it....he's Her's now....and once she's done with him....he'll never be going back to how it was...
he's knows it feels too good to ever leave the sensations in a gurls world...
we spoke of a Mistress' vision....
of masculinity lost....
having been schooled in the 'art of submission' she's become a feminized t-girl ready to submit and please a Master...just as Her Dominatrix intended ....peace, alyssa
