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A flower of a vagina'.....and the power within
it speaks to an applied feminine dominance present....worshipping the Women's pussy .....on hands and knees males being trained to their Mistress's vagina
the love for.....the desire of.....the commitment to..... all are thought and felt towards your Dominatrix... with a laser-like focus a Domme will drill down deep onto your psyche planting the seed of Her vision. it's why it was so accurate when i was told by Mistress DarkLady Camille that i was to become a flower planted in Her garden of femininity....it was a spot on description of what was to happen.
with it's bunny and colored eggs and rainbows.... absent manliness rather the look one of light-hearted playful girlishness...
the photo-shop pic above was done by slave-gia... it came from a set of photos done on demand from Mistress DLC. just because She felt like it at the time .....Dominatrix Camille commanded me to send Her pics of myself as i was in that moment.
as was so often the case i was in my lingerie dressed appropriately feminine. my hair was being brushed out and my make-up already applied when i received the order...that i was to instantly respond to... it was like one of the those spot checks a Mistress often does with Her subs. as Her alyssa at home i was near always in my delicates and feminine day-wear outfits. by then She had me thinking like a gurl ...acting like a gurl ....and living with a gurl's sensibility...
Mistress loved reminding me i have pretty little boobies....
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in many sessions She would have me repeat Female supremacy affirmations...."Women are superior to me in every way."....." i am grateful for whenever a Woman uses me for Her own benefit."....."When a Woman speaks i will be silent."...."whatever Women demand from me i will give."
while if and buts are candy and nuts ...and wishes are kisses... to the Mother of the Universe ....i can say unequivocally... free of any doubt had i either met Mistress DarkLady Camille in person or online in the mid-2000's i would have absolutely fully transitioned through SRS and been living as a transgendered woman these past many years... such was Her power over me....
had DLC not passed on i wouldn't have needed a chastity cage
because the path we were on would have me going full-on SRS made complete with my own vagina....
as things would happen....covid hit which delayed progress...my finances turned jumbled as a result... Mistress returned from a prolonged illness only to fall to it later....
looking on things back in the mid-2000's ..... brings me to that little true story i wanted to tell......
it touches on being with a Dominatrix and the subsequent issue of reality and fantasy play.....
born in my home town Chicago..... they are producers and directors of the Matrix movie trilogy ....along with Cloud Atlas and other films ..... if i have it correct their first movie was 'Bound'.
Bound, ripe with BDSM elements ....is a film about 2 lesbian protagonist's ... a dominant character Gina Gershon & submissive and sultry Jennifer Tilly doing battle with a husband...
the hugely successful movie producers we're speaking about are ..Lily and Lana Wachowski...both are trans activists and major supporters for the rights of the LGBTQ community and women.
Lana Wachowski.... is and has been happily married to Karen Winslow.
GLAAD (Gay and Lesbian Alliance Against Defamation) ...is an American non-governmental media monitoring organization. Originally founded as a protest against defamatory coverage of gay and lesbian demographics and their portrayals in the media and entertainment industries, it has since expanded to queer, bisexual, and transgender people.
Lily Wachowski
the interesting twist comes in that In the mid-2000's moving forward .....it was said by movie and industry insiders that after getting divorced as Larry Wachowski he became friends with a Dominatrix, Karen Winslow.
In the 90's and early 2000's the Mistress was in the LA BDSM scene at the time.
( also i would add so was Mistress DarkLady Camille near at the same time.)
the Woman's stage name was either Lisa Strix or Ilsa Strix
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Ilsa Strix -
All of Winslow’s projects went on to become best sellers in the BDSM genre. Karin, however, is more famous as the spouse of Lana Wachowski, the co-director of the blockbuster Matrix movies. When into BDSM, Winslow considers inserting 333 needles into a client’s penis in one sitting her biggest achievement.
Rumors sparkled about Lana Wachowski transitioning in the early 2000s, though neither sibling spoke directly on the subject. In 2003, Gothamist reported the possible transition.
this site does a deep dive on the full back-story of both larry / Lana and Karen Winslow aka Mistress Strix...
my point is that after meeting and doing session work with a Dominatrix ...the Mistress's client fully transitioned...into a transwoman eventually becoming Her wife....
Whether forced or not, with a glimmer in Her look that seems to acknowledge the influence She is aware She has.... Mistress Strix did fully feminize her partner......
shortly after Lana came out as trans ...after going through the long process so did Lily...
I'd like to stress ....as i mentioned earlier ......today all parties are well meaning activists helping promote a sense of positivity in the lives of others
the point is instead of going to a therapist .....as Larry he turned to a Dominatrix specializing in male submission and female dominance..... the Mistress identified the gender dysphoria and brought out the suppressed femininity and led Lana to the Lady pond who in turn became Karen Winslow's wife
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i have to believe many male's come to a Mistress truly unaware of the impact of session work under a Dominatrix ....and how much it will change them...
for a Dominatrix it matters not .....the size of the male....
She'll discover the woman within and bring her to the surface...
there is a feeling that goes through your head that you are on a life-changing path that is unstoppable...
the connection between a Mistress and Her sub is both real and palpable....
a Dominatrix is in the 'relationship' field.... and though it is one sided in terms of obedience...there is a bond that occurs that seems unbreakable....
you will come to live the life She has planned for you..... isn't that what you wanted deep in your heart?.... peace, alyssa
