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it happened in a moment...i stumbled upon the site by accident...it was called the FemDom Society.... by the end of the afternoon that Thursday a Mistress was 'allowing' me to reach out to her the next day. it quickly became a demand ....every morning i was to connect with Her before starting my day.
i discovered She would weigh in and either approve or disapprove of what i planned on doing. it was at first subtle yet present...i had handed over control. i understood suggestions were more than 'suggestions'. they were commands. She would have me stop by the make-up counter of a Department store and engage a Woman in discussions about foundation, skin-tone and other like-minded matters that were to become important.
like clockwork i would rise and immediately login on Her page. within 2 weeks She had agreed to take me on as one of Her many protege's. it was to be a transformative experience.
in the blink of an eye i was assigned the feminine name of alyssa.
it was the initial stages of identity reframing.
it was over 6 years ago yet from that moment on i was treated as a trans-Woman who would answer to the name of alyssa. near everything since has reinforced my feminine persona that was established in first meeting Mistress. if i add up all the correspondences from social media outlets i've connected with over 100, 000+ with those that know me strictly as alyssa. it has reinforced who i am....
it began the emasculation process that came with breaking down my hold on masculinity.... I learned there was a protocol to follow being with Mistress.... Body-watch, skin care, make-up and nails, hair-styling, breast enhancement, HRT, chastity, blowjob and anal training.
replacing it with a clear path to the Feminine bonding experience that becoming a t-girl can be....
i watched myself transform from a flat-chested male who had had a mild curiosity regarding FemDomme....
into an estrogen fueled full-breasted t-girl brimming with a-cups who was embracing her life as a slave-gurl to a Mistress.....
She discovered long held dormant secrets.... it was Mistress that decided it would be best if Her 'alyssa' focused on becoming a wife... She found it amusing that a former straight heterosexual male would come to a mental space where she would find men sexually attractive and would fixate on making herself pretty enough to draw their attention. i should add my boyfriend's name is Edward. he's handsome, he's strong and he knows how to treat a lady.
it helps to know that you're not alone....to learn that there are others out there that also crave the Feminine bonding experience....
the Feminine bonding speaks to a 'need'.... it can only be had by experiencing it....
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there's no one quite like a Mistress ...to bring one to experiencing Feminine bonding....
the Domina watching her gurl ride her phallus.... brought passed the point of no return....
with smooth-shaven legs notice the pubic hair has been trimmed into a feminine triangle...
as delicate as a spring flower....
some quotes from t-girls
"The more you think about it, you realize why you NEED to start taking those feminizing “vitamins”
"Age is not a good reason to keep living a lie as a “man”; when you know in your heart of hearts that you have always been a woman inside and that you still have time to show the world the real YOU."
"Don’t believe them when they tell you that you are too old to transition and that the hormones don’t work on older transwomen. I can assure you they work just fine!"
"Sometimes when you start taking feminizing hormones it can be like going through a “Funhouse” with many odd shaped and distorting mirrors to try to confuse you. By the end you will realize that your masculinity was the real distortion."
"Every day the hormones will increase your feminine attributes and diminish what few masculine traits you have left. It doesn’t happen all at once, but it happens! "
'There's not a day goes by that i don't play with them or for that matter think about them."
Miss Lady J's alyssa
Herself Lady Gaga....
https://ladyxgaga.tumblr.com/post/777213570958196736/lady-gaga-reiterates-her-stance-on-the-current
Lady Gaga reiterates her stance on the current state of LGBTQIA+ rights with Zane Lowe during The MAYHEM Interview for Apple Music
a festival in a blue state... now that takes courage.....
19th Annual Heartland Transgender Spring Soiree & Music Jam May 1-2-3
The Largest Transgender Live Music Venue in America
Who’s invited to perform
All transgender musicians and transgender bands, and guest appearances by established recording artists who wish to perform. Bands and acts must have at least one transgender/t-girl/t-man member to participate. All genres of music accepted.
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'the journey of discovering....'...it is such a lovely way of putting the Feminine bonding experience ... peace, alyssa
bonus gif: 'oh what a gorgeous cock.'
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