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the anticipation of 'Date-night' began building as the week moved along. the closer it got a nervousness set in....Mistress wanted her pet alyssa in session and there were things to do. i realized i was fulfilling the role of a gurl going on a date with the most important person in her life. the feminine grooming regimen had already been established months before.
a list of things needed was part of the preparation...yet shopping for new lingerie at the brick and mortar store Soma Intimates still felt delightful hoping the Woman would approve of the selection's of the bra and panties and thigh-high stay-up stockings.
showering and shampooing ...smooth-shaven legs and underarms on a body kept hairless...moisturizing was followed by laying out all the items for putting on my face. the application of make-up took over and hour and half sometimes longer. i had developed a list of fav lipsticks at the top was a deep plum color that stained the lips for days after. i suppose a comment is necessary. rouge or blusher as its called these day is similar to lipstick in that it leaves behind a discoloring. as a frustrated t-girl having to live with a foot in both worlds of masculinity and femininity i found consistently using make-up left a subtle yet permanent look. put another way people could tell especially if they were female that i was using the powdered colors of make-up....do i need to say it...it's not what men do.
walking around in bra and panties and heels worrying with sweet confusion about what outfit to select was actually a delight. by now my bedroom had a feminine motif... pretty girlish bedding with frilled shams and throw pillows added to the look as did the twisting of tulle fabric arching across at the bedposts.
the inspection pose...
the sex-organ had been captured long before by the Woman...kept benign and harmless locked away in a chastity cage...under Mistress it was identified as a 'clitoris'...alyssa accepting its definition as a sensitive female body part located above a gurl's rosebud entryway...
it was Mistress that introduced alyssa to the BDSM world with its fetish genres of bondage...
and the discipline of spanking play...
on a side bar:...Mistress had me put on Fetlife...short for Fetish life...with over 10,000,000 members who are active in the BDSM world... i've accumulated 7,600+ followers who know me as a t-girl slave...
it becomes transferable ...the submission you've learned will be part of your relationship with a Master...
creaming out a climax...the discharge landing on Her picture as an act of 'tribute' ....it was to be slurped up while Mistress watched...humiliating at first it fulfilled its purpose as i grew to enjoy the taste of warm semen aware that Mistress was actually conditioning me to do the same with the men i dated in the future...
Mistress would have me collect myself....notice my arms if you will...i use to have bulging male musculature...over the years natural estrogen has reduced them...thin and lacking definition these days they present a more feminine appearance of weakness...
all of the sessions ended with a kiss goodbye a smile on Her slave-gurls face...for she had found the Woman that was changing her life...
Date-night also included spritzing perfume. it would enhance the fragrance a gurl learns to call her own. Mistress had complimented my choice. The feminine scent came from Estee Lauder's 'Modern Muse' perfume. Prophetic in some ways since Dominatrix Camille was my 'Muse'.
Oxfords dictionary defines 'Muse': the noun...a person especially a Woman who is a source of inspiration. ancient mythology considers them to be Goddesses.
its become my understanding that a muse and a Mistress are one in the same...on the path to the heart they go through the mind until all that remains is a feminine persona ready to experience life as a feminized t-girl...
learning to live as the t-girl...
the lovely transwoman suzi...2nd on the right below...through Fetlife she invited met a gathering in Las Vegas this fall...
as my Muse it is just what Mistress DLC wanted for me... to be 'out n about' with others t-girls hoping to meet men as part of the get-away weekend.
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suzijet 80CD/TV
24dApr 22
Dear Alyssa,
You are looking wonderful. Mistress and your hard work are paying off. This may be a dup, but I'd love to have you join us.
This is an invitation, but far different from what usually appears here. There is a gathering of Trans gurls and those that love us in Las Vegas - Oct 9-13. We socialize, go to dinners and shows and otherwise just enjoy being who we are. You will get to meet 100 others who are out to have a good time. You may strike up a friendship that goes further. Think about joining us as registration is limited to 100 and it is a popular event. If you come I promise to hold your hand and make sure you are comfortable till you can fly on your own.
Love,
Suzi
they fall so easily to the power of femininity...
the Master conditioning his t-girl...
that look...it's worth it in the end once the training has paid its dividends ...
'no my darling pet...in some ways we've only just begun.'...
big things have small beginnings....
it can't help but change you...at the Mistress's insistence can HRT be far off?.... the chance to have beautiful breasts...the opportunity to live....
...the authentic life of a t-girl...
lets see it...the look of knowing you're never going back...instead you'll continue living as a transwoman....
bowing to your Muse...anything is possible with your Mistress's guidance... peace, alyssa
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