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the Latino author and poet gabriel garcia marquez declared..."you have 3 lives...a public life, a private life and a secret life."......
the public life is how you want the world to see you...the private life is seen by those you invite in...and the secret life is the one closest to your soul .....that you are too afraid to live.
first you have to accept that deep within you exists a need to serve Women....
it is a good thing...and something you will come to celebrate in the days ahead...as you transform into Her vision for you...
yet you come to a Dominatrix trying to insert 'your' narrative into the relationship.... it's called 'topping from the bottom'....and something a Mistress simply doesn't allow.
no...if you are to change it will be on 'Her' terms not yours.....
a Dominatrix comes at it utilizing some or all of the 4 archetypes that speak to Her power....
the Authoritarian...
the Seductress...
the Queen...
the Mother.....
a Dominatrix knows what makes you tick....
She realizes that you are uncertain as to what will happen under Her rule....
many doubt her influence and ability to transform...
yet transform you will....
informed of the 3 lives you've led...She knows all your secrets...because you've told Her.... it is part of Her talents...you'll find yourself wanting to tell her all there is to know about you...a bonding takes place...as you become Her slave you'll take comfort in being under Her authority because you know she'll protect you.
as any owner does She takes care of her property...
gone are the days of being an independent man...instead you become a delicate flower of femininity ....yes She'll bring out the little girl in you...
it is something that needs to be cultivated... that place of innocence and curiosity...in many ways you are to be treated like an adolescent girl because true femininity is new to you.....were not speaking about a quick wank and spank masturbating while wearing some of your hidden knickers....before retreating back to male privilege after your 'spurt n squirt' has run its course....
the authentic femininity you'll come to live is ever on-going...never ending...always evolving into a deeper womanhood....
your Dominatrix knows you are in need of Her presence in your life.... after all She is preparing you to live as a woman...
once you start to lactate ....you'll be grateful you have Mistress around to help you understand the developments of femininity...
in long sessions of edging you dreamed of having breasts...yet with Mistress that secret will become a reality... it is where She merges those 3 lives we mentioned into one life....
those early months and year or two She kept you in a cocoon of femininity for a reason....
She kept you there....
so your femininity would grow and blossom like a flower in Her garden....
until you were ready to be out in the world around you....
from the onset your sexual orientation was to be altered .....
you had to learn to stop thinking with that little penis....
being in that feminine bubble gave you the chance to have your mind altered ...to one of a more feminine submissive sensibility...
yes i an afraid it happens...on estrogen that little penis can shrink and end of looking like a clitty...
i need to run off.... peace, alyssa
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great post alyssa 😘