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you've turned your life over to an external source...a Dominatrix....a Woman who is controlling your psychology and biology....
yet the more Her vision for you comes into reality....the deeper She has entered your heart and soul.... it feels as though She has become part of you.... for She is bringing you to live a new life that you have always wanted but were too afraid to truly pursue...
thoughts of being a pretty t-gurl...of being a sensitive trans-Woman...of being a beautiful bride...of being a diligent housewife...they were always there...they just needed to be set free and put on a directed course....
under a Dominatrix you are drinking from the cup of a powerful Feminine influence....
.....strong enough to permanently effect the way you think and feel and look forever....
having interacted with numerous t-girls over the years i've never run across any that were under their Mistress and wanted to de-transition.... its not surprising when you consider they no longer think like a man.... but rather come at life from a feminine perspective.... in some cases a viewpoint that is very submissive in nature and obedient...especially towards Women.... a Dominatrix brings you into their world demanding you have a high level of respect and admiration for Women.... in some ways the ultimate in Female domination is to have a male protege go through total Gender Re-assignment Surgery simply as a display of devotion...
just between us gurls you can admit it now.....part of what brought you to find a Mistress was a fascination of being dominated by a Woman....could She really make you do things you never thought you would ...could She bring you into a feminine world of a t-girl and make it so you'd never want to leave...
some may wonder 'why' i do these regular posts...and why some are so long...i do them because i am devoted to Miss Lady J...it is a 'long term' devotion that was passed on from Mistress DLC....
some years back very early on i inadvertently interacted with a Domme....when i informed Lady Camille She put me in state of suspension...saying She would think about my status as Her slave protege for 24 hours...She told me to prepare to change my designation on my tvChix page and elsewhere. i was so scared and afraid....in a short time She had penetrated into my heart enough that i needed Her.
thankfully She forgave me while punishing me with some 800 spanks at our next session. the next day i was told to go have my ears pierced. i was instructed to have it done by a Woman and to have Her help me select a few hoop earrings 2", 3" and 4" in size...and removing the gold studs temporarily i was to wear one of the pair of earrings out from the salon. a wave of emasculation fell over me as the Woman chose the 3" hoop earrings smiling as She put them on. it was unlike anything i had experienced at the time
on a larger level Her solution was to have me look up what i would need to go full on GRS at a hospital relatively nearby ....and also to speed up the process of my transitioning i would start taking peuraria mirifca a natural estrogen...it spoke to how developing 'breasts' would be part of a resolution for how i acted .....while humbling a male at the same time ....until they enlarge enough to become part of defining the new person i was becoming.
(that truly was when the 'seed of femininity' was planted in my mind being reminded i was a feminine flower in Her garden....let's remember i was a 'very' part time crossdresser at the time we met.)
Mistress told me Her jillian came to Her also as a 'very' part time crossdresser....
it speaks to overseeing many if not all of the aspects of my life...in the initial stages of our Mistress / slave-gurl relationship She began using 'languishing protocol' on me. She wanted me to stop speaking like a man and instead speak like a gurl who was being enslaved...
for one example i had given a reply to a question with an 'Ok' and that was all that i said.... She reprimanded me and told me to 'always' address Her respectfully and use Mistress, Dominatrix or Ma'am and to show politeness more befitting for a feminine servant....for She was a Woman and above me.
She also taught me to use large and small caps when messaging Her or referring to other Woman and to always use small caps when speaking of myself and other males....pronouns and Feminine designations such as She and Her were to be in large caps.
using 'language protocol' changes how one thinks....when thinking changes...then the person's behavior changes....
as my thinking became more feminine in nature within a short time Mistress had me out like other Women and t-girls shopping at boutiques and Galleria's on the weekends.... up until meeting Her...weekends were spent being wasted on watching or playing sports...
yet that too was feminine bonding experience...i was interacting with genetic Women on a regular basis further eroding male behavior......
it was just as Mistress knew it would be....
as best i can tell at the top of the list of Women bringing personal change to a male rests the Dominatrix.....that includes sexual re-orientation as well....
a Mistress can bring out the 'gurl' in her protege....thoughts of romance ...of flowers... of emotion-connection ...thoughts of sexual coupling.... giving the former male the sensibilities of a girl...
a Dominatrix is part authority figure....part psychologist....part mother confessor....part caring Woman...part disciplinarian ...yet She is also greater than the sum of Her parts.
She cultivates feelings you have held regarding Female domination that have been hidden below the surface ....and brings them into the light of day....
until the rule of a Dominatrix you're free of the burden of independence and difficult choices....you want guidance, support...the comfort of someone in charge...the lightness of less responsibility...the simplicity of doing what you are told...the serenity of surrender...the passion of being possessed....you want to submit...it's your nature....(it also sounds like what many a submissive wife is.)
these Women are at the Domme-Con convention a few years back in Las Vegas...each is a unique Dominatrix...a as they sit there ...
....there are males they have transformed living in the feminine way....
do you think now that She has discovered Her husbands weakness for Female domination and lingerie that they will go back to the old way? ..... not likely...in fact deeper feminization probably lies ahead....
perhaps even a renewal of the marriage vows....with the husband wearing the wedding gown....
how powerful is Feminine influence?....enough to take a former symbol of male prowess and an iconic gold medal athlete in fact ....and bring him to live as a transwoman....
the Dominatrix is creating a world that is more feminine-centric.....in both the power She wields and the men She transforms into feminine beings...
limp and flaccid .....the penis made secondary....it's now about the sensations from penetration....
old enough to make his own choices yet still young and niave ...he's found a Woman whose introduced him to lingerie...a body made hairless the underarms smooth and hair free...the thinness will take well to hormones....
breaking down barriers...looking like a housewife....out in feminine clothing for any to see his grip on masculinity is slipping away....
forgoing the muscled-up look for one decidedly more feminine...
Feminine influence is such that these days there are 'empathy belly w/breasts'.....to help the male creature briefly experience a Woman's role of bringing a baby to term.... you wouldn't have seen it a few decades ago
it's both emasculating and enlightening....
she's surrendered to a new lifestyle... recognize she needed a Woman to make the decisions for her...acknowledging she is powerless with her....
Mistress encourages me to connect with other t-girls...'you're a feminine being and you should be around other like-minded individuals....
through FetLife i've become casual friends with one Suzi Jet...she is a beautiful soul and as seasoned t-girl... who offers serious support to many....since suzi knows me i assume she'd be good with me showing how pretty she is....
suzi... is on the right sitting down...
here is some recent advice she gave out to a a wanna-be gurl on fet.....as you can tell it has a serious undercurrent to it...
suzijet
There is no magic to you bimbofication. First thing is figure out how to look and act like a GG - that includes dressing like a lady (not like a street walking hooker,) makeup to pass like you were going to the office or the mall and other habits like learning how a lady eats. You would be amazed how many trans girls fail the lunch date test by stuffing their faces. Don't go for giant tits to start. Make it believable. As you get on HRT and start developing you can dress a little sexier, but it isn't a look you can wear well straight out of the closet. As you get comfortable learning how to move you can move from trans gatherings (keystone-conference.org / tgrocktober.net) to other venues. Of course going to straight bars and finding a guy who has the interest and the resources to take you all the way is the goal. Your oral skills will help so practice those. BTW - most think that a bimbo has long blond hair. That only works on young chicks. Think of a chestnut red in a medium length and see how much attention it gets you.
she reached out to me in the spring time to extend and invitation to join her and about 100 other t-girls in a Las Vegas event...if i had the money i would have signed up....
from fetlife ...an invitation to join group of t-girls in Las Vegas
suzijet 81CD/TV
21wApr 22
Dear Alyssa,
You are looking wonderful. Mistress and your hard work are paying off. I'd love to have you join us.
This is an invitation, but far different from what usually appears here. There is a gathering of Trans gurls and those that love us in Las Vegas - Oct 9-13. We socialize, go to dinners and shows and otherwise just enjoy being who we are. You will get to meet 100 others who are out to have a good time. You may strike up a friendship that goes further. Think about joining us as registration is limited to 100 and it is a popular event. If you come I promise to hold your hand and make sure you are comfortable till you can fly on your own.
Love,
Suzi
so i mentioned a Dominatrix is helping to expand a Feminine world in every male She helps transition....
the point is they no longer live as men ....instead they'll go through life enhancing their feminine existence and experience...
for so many it started with opening your mind and heart to a Dominatrix, peace, alyssa
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