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first off i was absolutely captured by Mistress... within a few weeks of meeting i was 'Her's'... answering to the name alyssa without question i would do whatever She commanded of me..... like putting my ongoing changes on display....

it was the summer time...i had been on natural estrogen and using breast-pumps and nipple-enhancers for over 5 months. forbidden to lift weights or date Women combined with the impact of estrogen left me with skin that was increasingly becoming soft textured with little hint of male-musculature at the bi-ceps.

a foot in both worlds of living as a part-time male for work/finances and a t-girl protege of Mistress' when not ...i caught a glimpse of a reflection of what i looked like. up until then part of me had been denying it. yet that afternoon i saw the way my nipples looked sitting crowned on the end of my developing breasts. i could feel the slight sway as they moved beneath the light-weight top.

they were no longer the flat-chested appearance on that of a man...rather they had become the small a-cup breasts of a woman on a body that was kept smooth and hair-free below the nose.

The pointed nipples pushed out the fabric of the colorful brushed-cotton polo i wore for anyone to see.

there had been other tell-tale signs of my diminishing masculine side that we're becoming too difficult to hide. my ears had been pierced and i daily wore earrings. my eyebrows were given a feminine arch and thinned out. the origin dye of lipstick and blusher had left a semi-permanent stain on my blemish-free complexion kept smooth from hydration and moisturizing. both spoke to the truth that i was wearing make-up on a regular basis.

by then i was regular customer and had steady appointments to have my toenails done up in color and my finger nails given a manicure with clear polish at a salon. wearing shorts during the summer i suppose it says something that other 'Women' would compliment me on my smooth-shaven shapely legs ( a product of being told by Mistress to wear high heels with bra and panties everyday at home.)

thought i'd share just a little slice of life from back then for someone who was being caught up in the sensations and feelings of femininity....all was as Mistress intended.... i would add She liked knowing my job was that of a hostess working alongside the other female hostesses at a restaurant/bar. She thought it appropriate for a male She was transforming.

and i know those feelings and sensations have happened to other males being brought to the Lady pond ...so often by Women.

one can often see it in their eyes... the embracing of the feminine way.... the feeling doesn't go away...in fact it only grows stronger...

the sensations and feelings..... that come knowing you made the right choice....

the mingling of 'Femme-Domme' and feminization becomes too overpowering to resist....

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the submissive tendencies rising to the surface ....it seemed to start out so harmlessly.... learning to give his Domina manicures and pedicures.... soon the time would come when he too would embrace a feminine grooming regimen....

it became such a joy to feel the breast development....

both have their own Dominatrix to thank.... for a life lived in the Lady pond

taking Her time getting it right Her Mistress found it.... that special place within that sets free her inner-girl ....

she knows she's too pretty...that she enjoys it too much to ever want to go back....

known as July Flower from back in the day ....as close as a doppelganger of alyssa in years gone by that i have ever come across...

discovering her inner-beauty can be expressed in outer beauty as well...

to be made in the image and likeness of his Mistress....

the days of remaining a husband dwindling down....

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'Never underestimate the power of hormones!'

"I have been on female hormones for five years. It has been an amazing experience on every level of my life. I have had no regrets. My body took to the hormonal change like a duck to water or as my endocrinologist said: “It’s as if your body had been waiting for them.'

Peace ....it's always available... peace, alyssa